曾經 /Catherine Yen

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曾經

我像一個注滿紅血球的木偶
拴在鐵柱
在鐵鍊的半徑度步
以沈思 以耽溺
以憤怒 以訕笑
以無法無天
攀向孤獨的牆

我以火焰書寫承諾
在天際燃燒
一切傷害寬容的寬容
容忍荒謬的荒謬
交織冰與火的瘋狂
天空垂淚
星辰敗逃

我已嚐盡慾望
愛恨在等待中消長
如果世界毀滅於大火
冰中之燭能否閃爍
最後的光？

千年萬年有多長
無情最長
千年萬年有多重
盈握之間
塵封大地
幾個曾經？


Once

I'm like a puppet filled with the red blood cells
Tied to an iron post
Stepped within the radius of the chain
In contemplation in addiction
In anger in ridicule
So lawless
Climbing the wall of loneliness

I wrote my oath by flame
Burning in the sky
To tolerate all the damaged tolerance
The absurdity that tolerated the absurdity
Intertwined the madness of ice and fire
Whimpered the sky
Recoiled the stars

I have gone through the desire
Love and hate were in a vicissitude of waiting
If the world is destroyed in the fire
Will the candle in ice flash
The final light?

How long is one thousand or ten thousand years?
Calousness the longest
How heavy is one thousand or ten thousand years?
In a full grasp
Covered the earth by dust
How to reckon the time in the past?